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It's 3:17 in the morning. I'm suppposed to be sleeping soundly by now, probably dreaming... and yet... I'm blogging! OMG!

A Grammy Speech Worth Remembering

Last night, Kanye West won the Best Rap album (or Best Rap Song, I forgot and I don't care). What caught my attention was his acceptance speech. He said something like nothing in this world is promised except death - so true! And he continued saying something like siezing the moment coz we might regret not doing it later on. I know how that feels. I have a lot of those "what if I did that" moments. I need to get over that someday.

As for him winning that grammy, hel said he'll be partying whole night long or maybe weeks long. His speech is one of a kind. And it's nice to be reminded once in a while. Something you won't hear often in acceptance speeches. (way to go Kanye West! hats off to you!)

D-Day on V-Day

What did just happen? A while ago, I came home from work then suddenly, I was informed that there had been bombings in Makati. So I switched on the TV and there I saw news reports of bombings (yes, with an S!) It seems that there were actually 3 simultaneous bombings. One in Makati, one in Davao and one Gen Santos. Happy Valentine turned Bloody Valentine. *sigh*

Today is supposed to be a day of love-giving (or love-making to some =D). As for me, since I haven't found my S.O. yet... *yoohooo! paging cupid* I can just spend the night watching the 47th Grammy Awards and that'll be..... *in a very sarcastic tone* reeeeaaally fun! =P Kidding aside, I'm really rooting for the song If I Ain't Got You by Alicia Keys and The Reason by Hoobastank. I just can't get enough of them. edit: Alicia Keys won several grammys. Hoobastank zero.

Isn't it amazing that during Valentine's Day, prices tend to skyrocket? The prices of roses go two-fold, sometimes even more. Not to mention the already horrible traffic jams, they just keep on getting worse by the minute. But let's face it, getting through all this trouble is definitely one way to impress yung S.O. =) (or am I wrong?)

With the love and fear surrounding today's events, it got me thinking... about loving... about fear of rejection...

Happy Valentine's Day!

The Blog Paradox

Why is it that when I'm not infront of my computer, doing something else or just staring at a blank wall, I have a lot of things that I want to share (mind the word, its share and not post) in my half-nonsense blog? There have been countless times that I just stare blankly at the notepad here in blogger.com. As in no idea of what to post, no topic, uninspired... nothing! I'm like hitting the back space key twice as much as the alphabet keys. My mind is just go blank. I often ended up clicking the Sign Out link. That explains why I rarely post anything.

I know I'm a thinker coz I tend to think about a lot of things during the entire day, especially if I can't sleep at night or just aint that sleepy. That's when I'm all alone, in bed, my head resting on my hand, laying squarely on my back and staring at the ceiling. I like to reminisce.... I think about the happy moments, as well as the sad moments in my life. Wonder about my friends who I lost touch with and hope they're doing ok. I think about life in general. Like have I been good or bad lately or what do I really want to do in life? Those sort of stuffs..... which sometimes led me to believe that: (*Ok, repeat after me*) Life is cruel and I am bitter. (sorry! crankiness is starting to act up again) But I really do feel that way sometimes, don't ask me why coz I know you do too.

Good thing tomorrow's gonna be a brand new day and we can hope for the best.

Bored and Blogging

It's been a while since I posted anything here. But who cares about what I post here? Who cares to read about the blog of the suckiest blogger in the world? My sentence structure sucks and I rely on MS Word to catch my grammatical errors, not to mention spelling errors too. And most of all, the flow of ideas is just wrong! Wait a minute, why am I writing this down? As if anyone would read this? Oh yeah, I forgot, there's that neat "Next Blog" button at the upper right that I sometimes use to spy on other blogs (and also copy their neat blog tricks =P) Someone could randomly (or unfortunately) load my blog bwahahaha!

Ok... I think I'll stop now. This must be the effect of lack of sleep - the cause of my recently increasing crankiness and restlessness.